Thursday, December 03, 2015

Things that I hate and How I feel

  • I hate the color pink
  • I hate dresses and skirts
  • I hate lip gloss, lip balm, and lipstick
  • I hate makeup
  • I hate having to act like a "girl" most of the time
  • I hate how people compare you to other people
    • I am who I am and will be nowhere near what you compare me to 
    • I will not let you bring me down because you compare to other people " Oh this person does this and that" Does it look like I care? I don't think so, so just leave me alone and let me be me.
  • Sometimes I wish I was a boy
  • I feel like I have to live up to people's standards when I shouldn't feel that way
  • How parents or adults in general think they know everything about their child when they don't
  • They don't know how you feel or what's going through your mind but I guess that really doesn't matter does it. It's just you against the world sometimes.
In general I don't like the way things are set up. I feel like there are other people out there who feel the same way and just don't know how to deal with it. I am one of those people and sometimes it's best to listen to music, and just block out the whole world. Or writing it all down. Keeping it in is only going to make it worse. I am here for you if you need support because you are definitely not alone.